you where someone I liked I took time and tried to know you
you where someone I wanted I put for the energy to show you
you where someone I could see myself with I wanted you to see too
you where someone I could have fallen in love with if you where true
you said things that touched me deep inside
you said things and now it seams you lied
you said things that you did not do
you said things and I wanted to believe in you
You showed me that you aren't real
you showed me the same of what I feel
you showed me and saved some face
you showed me and put me in my place
You are gone now but is it for good
you are gone now be as it may or be as it should
you are gone now just as fast as your glare
you are gone now, like I really care!!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
outside ones own world
the days grow shorter and the nights are longer, the air has a cool breeze and the twilight of the night seems to be at a distances glance.
Farther and father away it seems that there is any intellect out there somewhere waiting for us to seek it out.
Perhaps the intelligence is like us to the ants, we scream and shout at the ants all day and night yet they cannot hear our cries and they cannot understand our language, to them it would seam like the howl of the wind. They cannot fathom us as a whole as we are far too large for them to see us in scale. when we step upon the land they walk they must feel a mighty earthquake, and question, "is that god?"
So why bother to search outside one's own world?
Its only natural.
Farther and father away it seems that there is any intellect out there somewhere waiting for us to seek it out.
Perhaps the intelligence is like us to the ants, we scream and shout at the ants all day and night yet they cannot hear our cries and they cannot understand our language, to them it would seam like the howl of the wind. They cannot fathom us as a whole as we are far too large for them to see us in scale. when we step upon the land they walk they must feel a mighty earthquake, and question, "is that god?"
So why bother to search outside one's own world?
Its only natural.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
more random poems by William J Dorsett
Sun begins to rise another day again
You need to remember where you’ve been
History has a tendency to repeat,
So dont lie down and pretend to sleep
Don’t forget its all in your mind
What ever it is you are trying to find
And you don’t know what you seak
Listen little and too much you speak
Every time you express yourself
You could show your wealth
The first time we met
when she arrived I was nervous, and a bit worried about what she might think. and as we drove down the driveway from my gate, I slowly felt myself getting comfortable.
I took her inside my house, introduced her to my grandfather and escorted her to the privacy of my room, my comfort zone, the place where I could bare myself to her, with little fear or anxiety.
This is when i fist got a good look at her, and i could see in her expression she was timid and shy. Perhaps she was a little worried about what I was thinking, about what I wanted. All i could see is beuaty, and I thought to myself, I must reach out and embrase her. So I did, and as she was rapped in my embrace, I felt her warmth and, it conforted me. She seemed to loose her anxiety within the saftey of my arms, and she begain to open herself up to me. SO we conversed for a bit, and shared little details about one another, but in this was excitement and feeling. Eventualy, I led her to my bed where we sat and talked more, and not long after I got her into a possition to give her a massage. And as her bare skin layed streach out before me, i gently caressed her back. and i begain to kneed her flesh, gently, yet forceably, attempting to remove any and all stress from her werry muscles. I so wanted to kiss her as my fingers glidded over her body. Her skin was so smooth and soft and her body seemed to beckon for more. I leaned in as i caressed and kneeded her flesh more and kissed the corner of her lips, which was kind of like a testing of the waters. A short sweet smile was my responce, and so i massage more, kissing various parts of her back, lightly and compassionately. Then i turned her over and begain to massage her front. I made sure to give every piece of her flesh atention, and i gazed into her eyes and kissed her again, this time she kissed me back. Her kiss was passionate and moved me in such a way, that the kiss itself was orgasmic and it took my breath away.
The kisses didn't stop, though i found with each one it to be harder to concentrait on all of her luscious body. Her passion matched mine, and burned into my soul. Then worked up and without warning, we stoped, and gazed at one another smiling, and engaging in conversation. It went on like this for hours, before she finnaly took my essence from me with her tight, wet, vagina. When i finnaly released my seed, I was filled with a great energy. We layed there for a bit, and cuddled as we smoked our cigs, and we talked more.
Then it was time for her to leave as her responcibilities where egging her to part from me.
So we walked and talked, and i showed her some of my land. Then I rode with her to the gate, to open it for her. Moments after she was gone, i felt a sorrow upon my chest, as i didn't want this perfect day to end. I thought and i hoped, that there would be more days with her, like this to come. I still talk to her often, but as of yet nothing has compaired with this day.
But with each passing moment with or without her, my heart grows fonder of who she is, and what she makes me feel. I really apriciate that she is in my life.
I cant get enough of you
You know that my words are true
And I may not be good enough for you
And I understand, the things your going through
I want you to know I am here for you
IF any of my comfort will ever do
I may seam a little incoherant
But i am sure my feelings are aparent
And every time I think about you
You dont understand, that my heart beats true..
And I want you to know how i feel
My friendship to you is more than real
I can’t get my thoughts away from you
The more i learned the more they grew
And i may not be there for what your going through
And my embrace my not be good enough for you
I want you to know i am here for you
If I can offer any comfort to you
You may seam a bit intolerant
But i could have just been incoherant
And every time I dream of you
MY pillows embrace will never do
And i want you to know how i feel
This conection seams so sureal
You need to remember where you’ve been
History has a tendency to repeat,
So dont lie down and pretend to sleep
Don’t forget its all in your mind
What ever it is you are trying to find
And you don’t know what you seak
Listen little and too much you speak
Every time you express yourself
You could show your wealth
The first time we met
when she arrived I was nervous, and a bit worried about what she might think. and as we drove down the driveway from my gate, I slowly felt myself getting comfortable.
I took her inside my house, introduced her to my grandfather and escorted her to the privacy of my room, my comfort zone, the place where I could bare myself to her, with little fear or anxiety.
This is when i fist got a good look at her, and i could see in her expression she was timid and shy. Perhaps she was a little worried about what I was thinking, about what I wanted. All i could see is beuaty, and I thought to myself, I must reach out and embrase her. So I did, and as she was rapped in my embrace, I felt her warmth and, it conforted me. She seemed to loose her anxiety within the saftey of my arms, and she begain to open herself up to me. SO we conversed for a bit, and shared little details about one another, but in this was excitement and feeling. Eventualy, I led her to my bed where we sat and talked more, and not long after I got her into a possition to give her a massage. And as her bare skin layed streach out before me, i gently caressed her back. and i begain to kneed her flesh, gently, yet forceably, attempting to remove any and all stress from her werry muscles. I so wanted to kiss her as my fingers glidded over her body. Her skin was so smooth and soft and her body seemed to beckon for more. I leaned in as i caressed and kneeded her flesh more and kissed the corner of her lips, which was kind of like a testing of the waters. A short sweet smile was my responce, and so i massage more, kissing various parts of her back, lightly and compassionately. Then i turned her over and begain to massage her front. I made sure to give every piece of her flesh atention, and i gazed into her eyes and kissed her again, this time she kissed me back. Her kiss was passionate and moved me in such a way, that the kiss itself was orgasmic and it took my breath away.
The kisses didn't stop, though i found with each one it to be harder to concentrait on all of her luscious body. Her passion matched mine, and burned into my soul. Then worked up and without warning, we stoped, and gazed at one another smiling, and engaging in conversation. It went on like this for hours, before she finnaly took my essence from me with her tight, wet, vagina. When i finnaly released my seed, I was filled with a great energy. We layed there for a bit, and cuddled as we smoked our cigs, and we talked more.
Then it was time for her to leave as her responcibilities where egging her to part from me.
So we walked and talked, and i showed her some of my land. Then I rode with her to the gate, to open it for her. Moments after she was gone, i felt a sorrow upon my chest, as i didn't want this perfect day to end. I thought and i hoped, that there would be more days with her, like this to come. I still talk to her often, but as of yet nothing has compaired with this day.
But with each passing moment with or without her, my heart grows fonder of who she is, and what she makes me feel. I really apriciate that she is in my life.
I cant get enough of you
You know that my words are true
And I may not be good enough for you
And I understand, the things your going through
I want you to know I am here for you
IF any of my comfort will ever do
I may seam a little incoherant
But i am sure my feelings are aparent
And every time I think about you
You dont understand, that my heart beats true..
And I want you to know how i feel
My friendship to you is more than real
I can’t get my thoughts away from you
The more i learned the more they grew
And i may not be there for what your going through
And my embrace my not be good enough for you
I want you to know i am here for you
If I can offer any comfort to you
You may seam a bit intolerant
But i could have just been incoherant
And every time I dream of you
MY pillows embrace will never do
And i want you to know how i feel
This conection seams so sureal
slight case of independance (wjd date unknown)
Slight case of independence
Far away lives with out penance
Open to what may be
But too blind unable to see
Curious of this world we live in
Where are we going where have we been
Does it really matter does any one care
What is left when nothing is there
Can it be seen through the shroud
As it fades away as a misty cloud.
Far away lives with out penance
Open to what may be
But too blind unable to see
Curious of this world we live in
Where are we going where have we been
Does it really matter does any one care
What is left when nothing is there
Can it be seen through the shroud
As it fades away as a misty cloud.
she thought (wjd date unknown)
She stood there with a sullen smile as she Gazed into the black void that was the gateway to places unimaginable by anyone who has lived a life of peace and happiness.
As she walked towards this portal, this dimensional rift, she felt herself loosing her grip on reality.
The light began to shift, as the physical began to fade, she fell for what seemed like an eternity, only to find herself in a weightless state of oblivion.
Her in this vast nothingness she decided that her memory was the only hold she had left on the world she left behind.
With her eyes wide open she envisioned a new world, in her own imagination, and strange things began to spawn.
Unaware of the things her terrible mind had created, she decided to recreate her body of old, and venture out into her new world.
She didn’t realize that the body she created was still capable of feeling pain, or knowing sadness, but she would soon find in this horrible place her mind had stored away.
She looked out and saw all that this new land had to offer and dismal colors guided her way into hell.
She found herself among trees that have long since been dead, and children with coal black eyes, and hearts to match.
She found herself feeling a sadness consume her in this nightmarish twisted reality of what once was wondrous.
She walked further into the chaos that emanated from her head, and witnessed torched devils crying out in solace and hatred.
And her sadness grew for there was nothing that she could do to help these demons.
The further into her world she went, the more she missed the one that was created for her, the old world, the one that she had to learn and struggle to enjoy.
But she thought to herself “ there must be things here as well that i can enjoy.
Just then her mood again begin to shift an swing, and she felt anger, and sorrow all at once.
She started seeing all of her painful memories rehashed before her eyes.
This solitude she felt was unbearable.
“What have I done?” What has befallen before me, in this time of tragedy, in this place of death an illusion?”
How can I find peace?”
She plagued herself with her thoughts, as eerily a specter of hate came to rest itself upon her shoulders.
She stared blankly into the midnight sky.
And felt herself slowly falling into a deep ominous sleep.
She awoke the next day to find the heat unbearable , and pains through out her body, unexplainable, excruciating spasms of deviant pain.
She fell to the ground and was forced by some unknown to hold her consciousness.
She again felt a despair come over her, accompanied by hatred, and fear.
“What have I don't, what have I created, what can I do to change all of this?”
She stared blankly into a fire that light the blood red sky.
Picking her bones, she tormented herself in her thoughts in her delusions, unaware of her own negativity, unaware, that this alone was hers and hers alone. Unable to comprehend, she has control.
Deeply torched, and badly maimed, she crawled further down this dark, dismal hole.
The blood rushed from her body, yet she could not die.
Now increasingly raging in pain, she impaled herself on a nearby thorn tree, making sure to fill her body full of the splinters and spikes that grew out of its bark.
She found herself in more pain, with a sadness that filled her lands with tears, and a rage that filled her heart with hate.
The sorrowful life she lived, has come full circle. “Choices, and thoughts, intent corrupted, impending doom with the judgments cast, and the finger pointed.”
This saying repeated over and over within her mind.
As she walked towards this portal, this dimensional rift, she felt herself loosing her grip on reality.
The light began to shift, as the physical began to fade, she fell for what seemed like an eternity, only to find herself in a weightless state of oblivion.
Her in this vast nothingness she decided that her memory was the only hold she had left on the world she left behind.
With her eyes wide open she envisioned a new world, in her own imagination, and strange things began to spawn.
Unaware of the things her terrible mind had created, she decided to recreate her body of old, and venture out into her new world.
She didn’t realize that the body she created was still capable of feeling pain, or knowing sadness, but she would soon find in this horrible place her mind had stored away.
She looked out and saw all that this new land had to offer and dismal colors guided her way into hell.
She found herself among trees that have long since been dead, and children with coal black eyes, and hearts to match.
She found herself feeling a sadness consume her in this nightmarish twisted reality of what once was wondrous.
She walked further into the chaos that emanated from her head, and witnessed torched devils crying out in solace and hatred.
And her sadness grew for there was nothing that she could do to help these demons.
The further into her world she went, the more she missed the one that was created for her, the old world, the one that she had to learn and struggle to enjoy.
But she thought to herself “ there must be things here as well that i can enjoy.
Just then her mood again begin to shift an swing, and she felt anger, and sorrow all at once.
She started seeing all of her painful memories rehashed before her eyes.
This solitude she felt was unbearable.
“What have I done?” What has befallen before me, in this time of tragedy, in this place of death an illusion?”
How can I find peace?”
She plagued herself with her thoughts, as eerily a specter of hate came to rest itself upon her shoulders.
She stared blankly into the midnight sky.
And felt herself slowly falling into a deep ominous sleep.
She awoke the next day to find the heat unbearable , and pains through out her body, unexplainable, excruciating spasms of deviant pain.
She fell to the ground and was forced by some unknown to hold her consciousness.
She again felt a despair come over her, accompanied by hatred, and fear.
“What have I don't, what have I created, what can I do to change all of this?”
She stared blankly into a fire that light the blood red sky.
Picking her bones, she tormented herself in her thoughts in her delusions, unaware of her own negativity, unaware, that this alone was hers and hers alone. Unable to comprehend, she has control.
Deeply torched, and badly maimed, she crawled further down this dark, dismal hole.
The blood rushed from her body, yet she could not die.
Now increasingly raging in pain, she impaled herself on a nearby thorn tree, making sure to fill her body full of the splinters and spikes that grew out of its bark.
She found herself in more pain, with a sadness that filled her lands with tears, and a rage that filled her heart with hate.
The sorrowful life she lived, has come full circle. “Choices, and thoughts, intent corrupted, impending doom with the judgments cast, and the finger pointed.”
This saying repeated over and over within her mind.
sacrificed love (wjd date unknown)
I sit here in my depression and ponder
A war boils up between my heart and mind.
I feel myself fading into oblivious agony
My mind says let go
For now things wont work
If love exists
So shall it be if it’s meant
My heart feels this, and crys in pain
Forces work agaisnt us
And its driving me insane
To be with my love is my dream
But for now the risk is too great
And sacrifice, is the only way it seems
That love can prevail.
My heart and mind are at war
But also they agree
Perhaps a little more time
wait and see
Research all that i can and try to find a way
A voice from a scorpion, speaks out loud
“sacrifice the heart now,
to fulfill it for a life time”
true love will break free
from all of the chaos that consumes us
as we continue to see the light
My heart loves all that you are
As my head is full of fear
Furious this battle is
Deep inside deep within
I don’t know what to do
All i know is i love you.
A war boils up between my heart and mind.
I feel myself fading into oblivious agony
My mind says let go
For now things wont work
If love exists
So shall it be if it’s meant
My heart feels this, and crys in pain
Forces work agaisnt us
And its driving me insane
To be with my love is my dream
But for now the risk is too great
And sacrifice, is the only way it seems
That love can prevail.
My heart and mind are at war
But also they agree
Perhaps a little more time
wait and see
Research all that i can and try to find a way
A voice from a scorpion, speaks out loud
“sacrifice the heart now,
to fulfill it for a life time”
true love will break free
from all of the chaos that consumes us
as we continue to see the light
My heart loves all that you are
As my head is full of fear
Furious this battle is
Deep inside deep within
I don’t know what to do
All i know is i love you.
William J Dorsett (and yet more random poems)
the snake
she wispers in my ear
telling me these things
that i fear
never knowing
from second glance
as i wonder further on
to face the chance
of what i might dream
as i wake
of what i give
or of what i take
i search ever so long
and ever so far
as though my body feels
this horrible jar
this tourchous power
i can't break free
this chaotic dream
inside of me
i look out
and see you stair
and i know
from your glair
that one look
could so easily kill
but just one good taste
will fulfill
a destiny
we had not known
a destiny that
was never shown
yet you and i
where in a book
from that bite
we both solemly took
and yet we
where once of one
now we are two
moon and sun
(art by William J Dorsett)
Once i was born, or so i am told,
I don't remeber even though, I am not that old.
Then came the years, one two and three
leanrning to speak, coun't and A B C
then came four and five,
I finnialy realized, "I am alive."
Moveing throught this life, learning as i go
expirienceing new adventures and dramas as i grow.
Remebering what was watching it change
entering my teens feeling great rage
Sometimes, I did good, others i did my best
But all in all I still engage in the test.
I have seen light I have seen dark
I can see beauty in a street or a park.
I have felt the spirit of my soul
As I let in love, as I let it flow.
Here i am near twenty five
And here i am still alive.
Some day I will die, or so i have been told
If death did come, i would embrace her even though, I am not very old.....
W>J>D (c) 4/13/2002
(art William J Dorsett)
one is to one::::2-22-02 wjd merlin
when i realized i was one, and alone, i was saddend......
when i realized, i could become many I was gladdened......
so out from my mind I sprung, no longer was i one.
createing the stars, the planets, the sun.......
I create life and breeze
animals, plants and trees...
for the greatest of glourys, i recreated myself in human.....
man and woman
spit in two i became
yet I then begain to blame,,,
myself for what we (I) have done, and so i recreated my self x 2 x 3
slowly becomeing less and less me
I (we) moved forward createing more and more
but as we created we destroyed
and from the one we came (many)
all of this is to uncanny
and as we (I) move forward we (I) realize we (I) may die.
And again we are saddend....
then we relize we are eternal
and we are gladdend.
the we realize we are one
and i am saddend and alone.......but i realize that i can be many
once again here we go......!
from the one to the many from the many to the one from the one to the
many from the many to the one...........................()()()()
SPRING IS COMEING 2-23-02 © WJD*** MERLIN INTERPRISES…LOL
the end has come and gone
winter is almost done
now here spring comes
bringing forth life under the sun
seeing things that sprout out green
as the frogs croak and the birds sing
as the flowers blosum, and the rain drops
setting in the mothers props
for life's play to be shown again
so nature nurtures her friends
bring forth that which was unseen
the colors of the rainbow and a lot of green
AWAKEN 2-24-02
awaken to the sound
awaken to the round
awaken to what is new
awaken to what is you
awaken to the whole
awaken to the soul
awaken to what is and is not
awaken to what you have got
awaken to the past
awaken at last
awaken to the present
awaken to the pleasent
awaken to what is unseen
awaken from your dream
awaken to the bliss
awaken to all that is...
misty midnight sky
what is it about you that beckons me
is it the your stars, your space your moon
that brings me forth that sees me free
and what is that cakleing i do hear
witches woods
am I in the clear
from th wolves amonths the sheep
undenieth the misty midnight sky
small eyes did peep
as i questioned as sought
as it drew near morning
or so i thought
oh misty midnight sky
i must question
whats wrong with these eyes
for i see you are still hear
these sights bring me into fear
for the hours of darkness have past
yet here these misty midnight skies
still at full mast
what is happening to me
in this darkness i cant see
misty midnight skies
away with thee
let me be
bring forth the morning light
just so i might
apreciate thee and gaze upon the again
misty midnight skies
whats wrong with my eyes
i could have sworn
this hour has gone
and it should be morn
yet you are still hear beconing me
yet i have done nothing to beseach thee
let me go let me see
that which you veil from me
the light of the day
misty midnight sky be away...... 2-24-02
she wispers in my ear
telling me these things
that i fear
never knowing
from second glance
as i wonder further on
to face the chance
of what i might dream
as i wake
of what i give
or of what i take
i search ever so long
and ever so far
as though my body feels
this horrible jar
this tourchous power
i can't break free
this chaotic dream
inside of me
i look out
and see you stair
and i know
from your glair
that one look
could so easily kill
but just one good taste
will fulfill
a destiny
we had not known
a destiny that
was never shown
yet you and i
where in a book
from that bite
we both solemly took
and yet we
where once of one
now we are two
moon and sun
(art by William J Dorsett)
Once i was born, or so i am told,
I don't remeber even though, I am not that old.
Then came the years, one two and three
leanrning to speak, coun't and A B C
then came four and five,
I finnialy realized, "I am alive."
Moveing throught this life, learning as i go
expirienceing new adventures and dramas as i grow.
Remebering what was watching it change
entering my teens feeling great rage
Sometimes, I did good, others i did my best
But all in all I still engage in the test.
I have seen light I have seen dark
I can see beauty in a street or a park.
I have felt the spirit of my soul
As I let in love, as I let it flow.
Here i am near twenty five
And here i am still alive.
Some day I will die, or so i have been told
If death did come, i would embrace her even though, I am not very old.....
W>J>D (c) 4/13/2002
(art William J Dorsett)
one is to one::::2-22-02 wjd merlin
when i realized i was one, and alone, i was saddend......
when i realized, i could become many I was gladdened......
so out from my mind I sprung, no longer was i one.
createing the stars, the planets, the sun.......
I create life and breeze
animals, plants and trees...
for the greatest of glourys, i recreated myself in human.....
man and woman
spit in two i became
yet I then begain to blame,,,
myself for what we (I) have done, and so i recreated my self x 2 x 3
slowly becomeing less and less me
I (we) moved forward createing more and more
but as we created we destroyed
and from the one we came (many)
all of this is to uncanny
and as we (I) move forward we (I) realize we (I) may die.
And again we are saddend....
then we relize we are eternal
and we are gladdend.
the we realize we are one
and i am saddend and alone.......but i realize that i can be many
once again here we go......!
from the one to the many from the many to the one from the one to the
many from the many to the one...........................()()()()
SPRING IS COMEING 2-23-02 © WJD*** MERLIN INTERPRISES…LOL
the end has come and gone
winter is almost done
now here spring comes
bringing forth life under the sun
seeing things that sprout out green
as the frogs croak and the birds sing
as the flowers blosum, and the rain drops
setting in the mothers props
for life's play to be shown again
so nature nurtures her friends
bring forth that which was unseen
the colors of the rainbow and a lot of green
AWAKEN 2-24-02
awaken to the sound
awaken to the round
awaken to what is new
awaken to what is you
awaken to the whole
awaken to the soul
awaken to what is and is not
awaken to what you have got
awaken to the past
awaken at last
awaken to the present
awaken to the pleasent
awaken to what is unseen
awaken from your dream
awaken to the bliss
awaken to all that is...
misty midnight sky
what is it about you that beckons me
is it the your stars, your space your moon
that brings me forth that sees me free
and what is that cakleing i do hear
witches woods
am I in the clear
from th wolves amonths the sheep
undenieth the misty midnight sky
small eyes did peep
as i questioned as sought
as it drew near morning
or so i thought
oh misty midnight sky
i must question
whats wrong with these eyes
for i see you are still hear
these sights bring me into fear
for the hours of darkness have past
yet here these misty midnight skies
still at full mast
what is happening to me
in this darkness i cant see
misty midnight skies
away with thee
let me be
bring forth the morning light
just so i might
apreciate thee and gaze upon the again
misty midnight skies
whats wrong with my eyes
i could have sworn
this hour has gone
and it should be morn
yet you are still hear beconing me
yet i have done nothing to beseach thee
let me go let me see
that which you veil from me
the light of the day
misty midnight sky be away...... 2-24-02
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
